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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
李孝利 & 潘玮柏 - 只要愛上你

Came across this song on a friend's facebook account.  Can't stop dancing to it.  So I thought I'd share it with you ;)

只要愛上你
李孝利 & 潘玮柏
As Long As I Love You
Hyori Lee & Wilber Pan
愛上你 baby I know
Easily to fall
當愛被觸動
Cause I'm the one you hold
<Fall in love with you> baby I know
Easily to fall
<When love is triggered>
Cause I'm the one you hold
愛上你 baby bet you know
用眼神穿透
當你的所有 只属于我
I'm on top of the world
<Fall in love with you> baby bet you know
<using [your] eyes to pierce>
<When all that you have only belongs to me>
I'm on top of the world
You're so right, so fine 不可思議
So wild, so 我决定 愛上你
You're so right, so fine, <inconceivable>
So wild, so <I have decide to fall in love with you>
我愛上你 Oh
You make me feel so real
我愛上你 Oh
You're gonna set me free
我愛上你 Yeah
只要在一起
我愛上你 只要現在你是我的 baby
<I fell in love with you> Oh
You make me feel so real
<I fell in love with you> Oh
You're gonna set me free
<I fell in love with you> Yeah
<As long as we're together>
<I fell in love with you, as long as you are now my> baby
愛上你 夠炫耀
讓我骄傲
Take you to the top
That's how we make it rock
<To fall in love with you, I flaunt it>
<Allow me to be proud>
Take you to the top
That's how we make it rock
You're so right, so fine 不可思議
So wild, so 我决定 愛上你
You're so right, so fine, inconceivable
So wild, so <I have decide to fall in love with you>
我愛上你 Oh
You make me feel so real
我愛上你 Oh
You're gonna set me free
我愛上你 Yeah
只要在一起
我愛上你 只要現在你是我的 baby
<I fell in love with you> Oh
You make me feel so real
<I fell in love with you> Oh
You're gonna set me free
<I fell in love with you> Yeah
<As long as we're together>
<I fell in love with you, as long as you are now my> baby
It's so incredible, so untouchable,
Yet so fresh, yet so original
Camera flashin', paparazzi chasin'
Love for real, you know it ain't a question
Lovin' and holdin' all day and all night
Touchin' and feelin', make lovin' tonight
To know you're feelin' alright
Oh yeah~
   
It's so incredible, so untouchable,
Yet so fresh, yet so original
Camera flashin', paparazzi chasin'
Love for real, you know it ain't a question
Lovin' and holdin' all day and all night
Touchin' and feelin', make lovin' tonight
To know you're feelin' alright
Oh yeah~
   
我愛上你 Oh
You make me feel so real
我愛上你 Oh
You're gonna set me free
我愛上你 Yeah
只要在一起
愛上你 只要現在你是我的 baby
<I fell in love with you> Oh
You make me feel so real
<I fell in love with you> Oh
You're gonna set me free
<I fell in love with you> Yeah
<As long as we're together>
<I fell in love with you, as long as you are now my> baby
Subala sha ni ni
I'm the human mi ki
Once upon you love me
我只讓你住你的

(Transcriber's notes:
Parts of the paragraph appear to be in Korean.
I'm not able to fully decipher it nor
google it.)

Subala sha ni ni
I'm the human mi ki
Once upon you love me
<I only allow to live in your
>
(Transcriber's notes:
Parts of the paragraph appear to be in Korean.
I'm not able to fully decipher it nor
google it.)

   
愛上你 夠炫耀
讓我骄傲
Take you to the top
That's how we make it rock
<To fall in love with you, I flaunt it>
<Allow me to be proud>
Take you to the top
That's how we make it rock
You're so right, so fine 不可思議
So wild, so 我决定 愛上你
You're so right, so fine, inconceivable
So wild, so <I have decide to fall in love with you>
我愛上你 Oh
You make me feel so real
我愛上你 Oh
You're gonna set me free
我愛上你 Yeah
只要在一起
我愛上你 只要現在你是我的 baby
<I fell in love with you> Oh
    You make me feel so real
<I fell in love with you> Oh
You're gonna set me free
<I fell in love with you> Yeah
<As long as we're together>
<I fell in love with you, as long as you are now my> baby

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Tuesday, September 01, 2009
2009 Church Summer Camp

Just came back from Church Summer Camp.  So exhausted - sleep probably would have helped.  NOT over-eating probably would help too! LOL XD  Probably gained a couple of lbs.  Okay, just came from the scale - 2 lbs >_<.  It was awesome, I gained a lot of personal insights and religious insights.  It doesn't help me decide what the heck I should do, but at least gives me more info.  Well, the rest I lift up to God.  There really isn't much that can be done at certain points.

Immediately after the drive from Cedar Springs Camp Grounds in Sumas, I met up with Wilson and several aunties and uncles from church and went to 讚美之泉 SOP's newest concert to promote their 14th album - 不要放棄, 滿有能力.  Another awesome performance - hallelujah.

Mom's coming down hard on me with my career future.  But she's also packing my day with chores to clean up the house.  I only have 24 hours in a day.  There's only so much balancing I can do.  I'm rather confused (and as such, pissed off) at the messages she's trying to send.  You tell me to get my act together, yet you don't give me time to, and instead, actively sabotage it.

Watched Harry Potter 6 with Mitch on Aug 30th.  As a standalone movie, its okay, 7.  As part of a series, probably 7, possibly 8.  Compared to the book, probably 5, 6.

The movie was shorter than I expected, a lot of the scenes within the book was omitted.  It also blatantly changed certain aspects of the inherent "myth" or "system of believe" of the HP world-scape.  For example, they allowed Dumbledore to exercise his right to Apparate and Disapparate within Hogwarts school grounds.  From book 1, day 1, they described that it is impossible to do so.  In order to suspend that, they had to lift it within the Great Hall for their Apparate/Disapparate lessons.  Them completely omitting to mention their Apparate/Disapparate tests also, which I wonder how they're going to fix for the 7th movie.  Additionally, the hiding of the spellbook also coincides with the discovery of the location of the Ravenclaw diadem.  I guess they can have Ginny fix that, since they had Luna rescue Harry from the Hogwarts train.  So yeah, now you know why I didn't like the movie that much.  I can handle the suspension of believe and let them get away with some artistic freedom, but they changed the inherent storyline at multiple points which is going to be a bitch to fix for movie 7, or they continue to deviate from the storyline and just fudge it.  But as a series, it's probably fine; you just have to accept that they won't bother to follow the true storyline much.  As a standalone, well, it would not so well, as it has a lot of backstory that you need to know first.  Otherwise, sound/music is fine (nothing too spactacular or worthwhile), art and visual was good, CG was good, I have to say that the camera angle cuts were done very well.  Dramatic buildup was done very well.

If I find a song, I'll post it, otherwise, I'm still trying to translate and fix the various crappy translations I found online for "Into the Cosmos with you".  If I do post it, its probably going to be one from the new CD.

Posted at 12:03 pm by fatangel
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Definition of a tongue/Into the Cosmos with you

Definition of a tongue:  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tongue.  Why mention tongue you ask?  Well ask away, but I'm in no way obligated to answer. :P

Aug 25th, 2009; 12:20am; Nassau Dr.; in the front seats of my car; Minxzone CD.

Just finished watching an oldie: Space Runaway Ideon.  Now I know why people compare Neon Genesis Evangelion with Ideon.  The story setup and psychological analysis is rather similar, all the way to the shock value and the ending.  The extended alternate ending also doesn't hurt.  However, Eva does extend the introspective themes a lot more than Ideon.  While Ideon brushes over that and focuses more on one's perspective and intent, and treatment of each other.  Ideon also defines the intend of the Ideon much more than Eva does with the explanation of the Eva or God.  While its good to define that for Ideon, as it further proves its point; however, in Eva, that would ruin the many potential interpretations.  The huge robot fights?  Well, they're not spectacular; considering the timeframe, they're okay.  And to be honest, as with both animes, they're more plot devices that provide little action and drama.  Okay, Eva's robot fights are graphically more pleasing to the eys.  And like most older animes, Ideon has a lot of recycled frames and scenes.  But they did change the backgrounds accordingly!  For example, even though they show the exact same action sequence from the exact same perspectives, when fighting in the skys, they show you a blue sky with cloudes in the background; when fighting in space, they show you a star-filled backdrop!  So props to them for repeating scenes without repeating the wrong background!  Now music, its not great, but I can't stop listening to the ending sequence now.  Sorta dramatic.  Draft posted below, with huge mistakes and no English translation.

Edit1: Now that I've begun to correct the romanji and starting to transliterate the lyrics, its actually rather romantic.  No wonder I can't stop listening to it. :P


コスモスに君と
kosumosu ni kun to

作詞/井荻 麟
sakushi / i ogi rin
作曲・編曲/すぎやま こういち
sakkyoku . henkyoku / sugiyama kouichi
歌/戸田 恵子
uta / toda keiko
In the Cosmos with you
(Into the Cosmos with you

Lyrics / I Ogi Rin
Composer and arrangement / Sugiyama Kouichi
Singer / Toda Kieko
Original Translation for the first verse and chorus: Shin-Getta Fansub team
Additional Translations: fatangel
Transliterated: fatangel
たった一つの 星に捨てられ
tatta hitotsu no hoshi ni suterare
終わりない旅 君と歩むと
owarinai tabi kimi to ayumu to
いつくしみ ふと分けあって
itsukushimi fu towakeatte
傷を舐め合う 道化芝居
kizu wo nameau douke shibai
I've been abandoned by merely the stars

Walking along on an endless journey with you

Unintentionally sharing our affection

Feeling each other's wounds as we clown around
コスモス宇宙を かけぬけて
kosumosu sora wo kakenukete
祈りを今君のもとへ
inori wo ima kimi nomotohe
コスモス宇宙を かけぬけて
kosumosu sora wo kakenukete
祈りを今君のもとへ
inori wo ima kimi nomotohe
As I run through the COSMOS

I'll send a prayer your way

As I run through the COSMOS

I'll send a prayer your way
別れてみたら きっと楽だよ
wakare temitara kitto raku dayo
擦り減らす日々 君はいらない
suri hera su hibi kimi wa hairanai
思いやり ふと掛けてみる
omoiyari futo kake temiru
涙の枯れた 乾いた肌に
namidana karei ta kawai ta hada ni
Its certainly easy to separate

Everyday wears on without you there

Thinking about it will suddenly have

Tears drying on my skin
コスモス宇宙を かけぬけて
kosumosu sora wo kakenukete
祈りを今君のもとへ
inori wo ima kimi nomotohe
コスモス宇宙を かけぬけて
kosumosu sora wo kakenukete
祈りを今君のもとへ
inori wo ima kimi nomotohe
As I run through the COSMOS

I'll send a prayer your way

As I run through the COSMOS

I'll send a prayer your way
死んだ後でも いつか見つかる
shin da atode mo itsuka mitsu karu
生き続けたら 君は悲しい
ikitsuduke tara kimi wa kanashi i
愛し合い ふと触合って
aishi ai futo shoku atte
思い出だけに 閉じ込めてみる
omoide dakeni tojikome temiru
Even after death, someday, we will find out

That to continue to live, you are sad


コスモス宇宙を かけぬけて
kosumosu sora wo kakenukete
祈りを今君のもとへ
inori wo ima kimi nomotohe
コスモス宇宙を かけぬけて
kosumosu sora wo kakenukete
祈りを今君のもとへ
inori wo ima kimi nomotohe
As I run through the COSMOS

I'll send a prayer your way

As I run through the COSMOS

I'll send a prayer your way

Posted at 10:20 pm by fatangel
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Monday, August 10, 2009
AE 2009 and AE 2010 and random ramblings

Wow, another awesome year at AE.  VCEC was awesome.  Heh, never thought I'd be able to pull off my position again with some grace.  Nominations was fun, elections was, "interesting" for lack of a better word.  So now, I'm the Director of Operations 2010.  Yay?  But now I'm dealing with re-organizing OPS as I have to deal with the slack that has been happening since a couple of years back.  We're heavily expanding back into what we should have be doing.  Got a "lovely" draft org chart going also:

AE OPS 2010

Welcome to the Crazy Train!  Also, if interested in any of the positions, feel free to email "ops @ anime evolution.com"

Thank God that heat wave is over, but now its like 20, 25 degrees.  Normally, I would have called this comfortable.  But its been cloudy and rainy - not really great weather.

Still jobless.  Its been awhile.  At the very least, at least the job posting are picking back up slightly.  Though I'm wondering how many of them are actually data mining.

Church summer camp is moving along.  Singsperation rehearsals are... more productive than usual.  And I'm finally getting the hang of this thing called "chords" on the piano.  Its been challenging, and let's not even talk about keeping tempo of any sort as I'm still figuring out the fingering for most of the major and now minor chords.  Everything is taking forever, but considering I'm covering years of topics and fingers with minimal practice, this is to be expected.

Plantz VS Zombies is hiliarious.  Addictively so!  Aion: Tower of Eternity is in beta.  I want in!  The preview graphics look sooo pretty.

Now, explantion of why I've been listening to JT's Losing My way.  Okay, there is no reason.  I got this sudden urge to listen to his songs, so I did; and now I'm stuck listening to it if I don't have something else I want to listen to.  Okay, that's a lie, I am rather confused at the moment both in the professional direction and a personal direction.  I pray to God to show me the way that I should go.

PS.  I never knew a simple statement on FB would attract that much attention.  LOL XD

Posted at 01:03 am by fatangel
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Friday, July 31, 2009
Losing My Way~

Stuck listening to Justin Timberlake's Losing My Way.  Don't know why~

Justin Timberlakes - Losing My Way

Hey excuse me

Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make forty-some dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
'til I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped out at school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can put down the pipe

And...

And it's breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?

Now you gotta understand I was a family man
I would have gave anything for my own
But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch
So I ended up all alone
I remember where I was when I got my first buzz
See I thought I was living the life
And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know the color of my daughter's
eyes

And it is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While me dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?

Oh my god please forgive me (father hear my pray)
'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life
If I could do it all again
Have just one more chance
To take all those wrongs and make them right

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way

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Monday, March 09, 2009
Let Me Sign~~

 
 
If you guessed correctly what my inspiration was, I'd gladly speak with you.  If you guessed incorrectly.  You get the bonus prize of one joke in contempt.
 
I was reminded by a friend today of "All I Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten".  It originally was a book, but I never read the book, instead, watched a highschool play rendition of it.  It was funny, and definitly ture.  The golden rules of life, are learnt young.  And humoursly, not only can they be extrapolated to form golden rules in the adult world, but the same is true to the bible's 10 Commendments.  How interesting.
 
Lets go with something... weirder today... still from the Twilight OST, but its a bonus track.  From a twisted love-hate-anger scene, where Edward sucks out Bella's blood.  The full song actually hasn't been released, only the first verse has been sung by Robert Pattinson.  It, doesn't exactly reflect my mood of angst and conflict, but close enough.
 


She was standing there by the broken tree
Her hands were all twisted she was pointing at me
I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes
She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky
She said ' Come on over to the bitter shade,
I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved'
Let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign.

I was out for a drink in a soho bar
The air was smoked out liked a cheap cigar
She rose out of her seat like a painted ghost
She was the woman that I wanted the most
As she reached for my arm I gave her my hand
I said 'Lay me down easy let me understand'
Let me sign, let sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign.

As I walked through the door she was still in my head
As I entered the room she was laid there in bed
She reached out for me all twisted in black
I was on my way down, never coming back
let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign.
let me sign, let me sign, can't fight the devil so just let me sign.

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Saturday, March 07, 2009
Another year...

What was I doing exactly a year ago?  Probably work, party planning, stuff.  I could dig through my emails and try to remember what happened March 2008.  But that's kinda pointless... A lot has happened in the past year.  I've grown, in many ways, matured, in many ways.  I've learnt to appreciate more, and let go of more.  The prefectionist in me is letting go, but that's another story.

Mom's been bugging me a lot.  A lot of this "growing up" that she's worried that I won't be able to handle.  Wait till she hears that I've been saving up in preperation of that.  I was just hoping that we'd not have to discuss that until after my car's been paid up.  It's another 3.5 more years of car loan payments to go.  Ugh.  Which is probably going to cut it REALLY CLOSE.  But than again, it is an AWESOME car, my Lancer.  I don't regret getting the car, not one bit.

The Hunt is still on.  Had a knowledge exam + interview past Thurs.  It was, interesting, to be tested so thoroughly in Windows and M$ knowledge.  Sorta, unexpected.  But fun none the less.  I hope I did well.  They say that they'll get back to me earliest Friday (nothing yet) or early next week.  Nothing much to do beyond praying at this point.  But regardless of what the results are, God, I am greatful, and through my tears of joy and sadness, I will sing, I will praise you.

Sleep is a little better, I'm starting to get used to the dreams - the vivid huanting dreams.  Hopefully, eventually, they will pass.

Driving range was interesting.  I'm starting to get used to golfing, but my arms and waist are a little sore.  It was entertaining; it feels great to be allowed to swing a metal rod towards a small ball as hard as I want and watch it sore through the sky.  Though it is a rich man's game.  Beyond the "feel", I fail to see the lure of hitting a ball across the grass, chasing after it, only to hit it further.  Mini golf, shorter courses, maybe, but a full course?  I'll have to think about that.

I watched an oldie anime, Virus (Virus Buster Serge).  Interesting, somewhat insightful, but not enough to reveal much in a self-analysis sense.  I'm going to rewatch the last episode or two to re-analyze the conclusion.

Battlestar Galactica is counting down to its last eipsodes.  The story keeps changing its directions.  It's going to be sad to watch the final eipsodes.  Season 4 Episode 18 sorta asks, "Where is home?" for several of the characters.  Home, is apart of one's identity.  Without it, you don't know where you came from, what you stand for, where the heart is.  My spiritual heart will always remain with God, but where does my earthly heart dwell?  I doubt very much that it lives in this broken body.  Has it left my home on Earth?  Probably.  But where has it travelled it?  How far away is it?  Where my heart is, that's where I shall go.  But where is there?  <Asoko wa doku desuka>

AE is going... slowly... I REALLY need to get my Sakura-Con cosplay together.

Track No. 5, Spotlight by Mutemath.  Feel like some "cult" dragging in another member.  Reminds me of the day when I realized I was one of the "crazy" people on Earth, and out converting more people to the "crazies".  LOL XD


Mutemath - Spotlight

(Ahh ahh, ahh ahh)

You got a whole lot left to say now
You knocked all your wind out
You just tried too hard and you froze
I know, I know

What do you say, what do you say

Just take the fall
You're one of us
The spotlight is on
(Ahh ahh)
Oh the spotlight is on, oh

You know the one thing you're fighting to hold
Will be the one thing you've got to let go
And when you feel the wall cannot be burned
You're gonna die to try what can't be done
Gonna stay stay out but you don't care
Now is there nothing like the inside of you anywhere

Oh just take the fall
You're one of us
The spotlight is on
(Ahh ahh)
Oh the spotlight is on, yeah it's on

Because everyone would rather watch you fall
And we all are, yeah
And we all are, yeah
Just take a fall
You're one of us
The spotlight is on
(Ahh ahh)
Oh the spotlight is on
(Just take the fall)
Now you're one of us
Now you're, now you're, now you're, now you're one of us
Now you're, now you're, now you're one of us
Oh the spotlight is on

(Ahh ahh)

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Midnight Sun

I recall a note when Stephanie had said herself, the more she wrote, the more she felt that Edward's perspective should be made public.  After reading the draft, I agree.  Through out the four main books, Bella and Jacob's thoughts were laid in front of us.  But Edward's shroud in mystery.  Now that it has begun, it would be kind to not only us readers, but Edward as well, to eventually finish the book.  Yes, its dissappointing to have the leak, and Stephanie has treated the situation with grace.  But in support to see the "Twilight Universe" as more complete, I have bought all the 4 books.  I sincerely hope the best to Stephanie and her future writing endeavours.

If you have no clue (highly doubt it), you can read this.

I wonder why its so hard to even get a phone or a first face to face interview.  Oh well.

Hmmm... lyrics... let's go with lost, but slightly romantic.  I still can't sleep well.  My body gets the rest, but my mind wonders, restless, dreaming.  Nothing coherent, random short stories, like I'm wandering, through time and space on Earth.  Some of them emtional, dramatic; other are random, laughable, scenes of life, thrown together in a college.  Track #3 from the Twilight OST. feels exactly like that - a homelss wanderer.  Where will I find where I truly belong?  Whom I truly belong with?


The Black Ghosts - Full Moon

When the thorn bush turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back home with me

Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As you watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long

Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and
you're still there

In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear you calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come home how will I ever leave

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Sunday, February 01, 2009
Utada Hikaru - Eternally

Okay... I owe you guyz an explanation... Where was I for the last couple of weeks?

So what's the big surprise?  The big suspense?  Oh, I got laid off.  If you didn't know about this before?  Well, excuse me, but under which rock did you just crawl out from?  Or did you just get back from your 3 month out-of-town?  Cuz I've been blabbing about it and job searching since.  So yeah, its week 3, and I just wanted to document my memories.  I've sent out a few resumes, I got some good responses.  I also have a friend and a relative (twice removed by marriage) trying to get my foot in for a first interview.  Christina's also paving my enterance for a Starbucks.  Which, I have to say, is a potential.  There's also a Tech career fair @ UBC coming Wed.  At the current economic atmosphere, can't say much.  But I'm very appreciative for what everyone is doing for me.  Also, having several months worth of car loan payments and savings saved up doesn't hurt :P

Went to watch Twilight a 2nd time.  More romantic and emo than I gave it credit for.  A creative way to "mash" all the good quotes from the book into the movie.  Quite a bit of re-arranging to get most of it in.  Almost done the second re-read of the Twilight Saga (the paper version).  2nd half of book 4, things picking up.  It'll be interesting soon, very soon.  Personally, I like book 4 best because of how Stephanie is able to pull all the loose strings together.  Her writing skills pulled the story together.  Also, instead of futily trying to describe an action sequence, she focused on the emotions of the characters, feeling Edward's grace as he crouches to make the jump through Bella's eyes.

Also went for some Shopping Thearpy.  I got:
  • 2 sweatshits
  • a REALLY good looking coat
  • a hoody that feels REALLY nice
  • the Twilight OST
  • Went to the Taboo, Naughty but Nice Sex Show and got a bracelet
  • a first aid pouch for my tactical vest

AE 2009 preparations are under way.  I got the countdown timer going, but the Facebook application is DRIVING ME UP THE WALL!

Heh, Chinese New Year again.  Honestly, Vancouver's CNY are so tame, I don't even feel like celebrating it much.  Though the food is good and who can say no to the red pockets?

I'm going to give everyone a break from the Twilight OST, here's Hikki's Eternally.  Thanks Anime Lyrics for the original!  I've already corrected some of the English spelling and am looking at translitterating the lyrics, if I feel like it :P


Utada Hikaru - Eternally

me no maeni iru kimi ga sukoshi kagayaki
mawari ga mienai
watashi-tachi wa doko ni iru no
In front of me, you start emitting lights
and I can't see.
Where are we?
zawameki hajimeta haikei no nakani
mada kienai da ne
mou nani mo kikoenai
But I can feel your breath
Among the noisy landscape,
don't disappear yet.
I can't hear anymore.
But I can feel your breath
odoroku hodo kimagurena tenkai ni sukoshi dake
watashi rashi kunai kitai o, oh oh shiteru
Due to this surprising outcome,
oh oh I still hope.
I wanna be here eternally
kono mama mitsume aetteitai
I can feel you close to me
itsumademo sobani wa irarenai
kono shunkan dake wa zutto eien ni
I wanna be here eternally
Like this, I want to stare.
I can feel you close to me
I can't be without forever.
Make this moment eternity.
tatakai ni dekakeru maeno hito yasumi
anata to sugoshitai
yakusoku wa kondo aeta toki ni
Can you hear me breath?
A break before this battle.
I want to spend my time with you.
The promise is next time we meet.
Can you hear me breath?
odoroku hodo dewanai tenkai ni mo
kandou shichau toki ga dare ni datte, oh oh aru
Even the unsurprising outcome,
oh oh everyone sometimes will be touched.
I wanna be here eternally
dare ni mo mitsukaranai tokoro ni
I can see you are all I need
ashita made tasuke wa iranai
kono shunkan sae mo kitto just a fantasy
I wanna be here eternally
At the place where no one can see us.
I can see you are all I need
Until tomorrow, I don't need help
maybe, this moment is just a fantasy
I can feel you close to me
ano basho ni kaere nakunatte mo
ima no kimochi dake wa zutto eien
I can feel you close to me
Even if I can't go back to that place,
this feeling is eternity

I wanna be here eternally
Come on, give it to me

I can see you are all I need
Yeah~, oh~
kono shunkan dake wa (huu~ ha~ haa~)eien ni

I wanna be here eternally
Come on, give it to me
I can see you are all I need
Yeah~, oh~
At least this feeling is (huu~ ha~ haa~) eternity

Posted at 07:11 pm by fatangel
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Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Twilight Obsession...

Okay... the first step of recovery come from admitting...

I'm definitly going to be getting the Cullen Family (aka Edward's or seen worn by any of the cullen "boys") Wrist Cuff.  Carlisle's Ring would be awesome, but its kind sold out or REALLY expensive at Ebay.  Last would be the Lion-Lamb Ring set.  Kinda silly, considering the circumstances... if only I had someone to share it with.

"What if I'm not a superhero? What if I'm the bad guy?"
- Edward Cullen, Twilight

The quote... somehow... reminds me of myself.  I never really saw myself as a superhero.  Yes, I would daydream of myself having superpowers, saving the world, etc.  But those would be tame compared to the ones where I wasn't saving the world.  They would be a fairly linear story, straight to the point, maybe a few surprises here and there, but nothing really "special".  If I were mearly just "very influential" with my powers, those stories were so much more vivid.  Twists and turns, surprises every other page; anger, hate, forgivness, compassion, and finally love, all across the same page.  Neither do I see myself ruling a society, a world of any sort.  Maybe that's why I love Gandalf (LOTR) so much.  Cuz I don't see myself in the Captain's seat, but perhaps "No 1", the right hand man...

I truly wonder why I even bother to sleep.  I should just nap through out the day.  Makes very little difference to sleep 6-8 hours on a row... or 8-12 hrs... But staying awake, makes the mind mentally exhuasted and the eyes tired and dry.  So eventually, I'll want to nap.

Track No1.  There's a supernatural tone to it.  Can't name it.  Not quite mystical.  Not angelic.  Not exactly evil.  Definitly not like Britney though the style does appear similar.  I guess the only words I have for it are "emo/emo-rock".


Muse - Supermassive Black Hole

Oh baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh baby can't you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretences
How long before you let me go?

Oooh...You set my soul alight
Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

Oooh...You set my soul alight
Oooh...You set my soul alight

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(sucked into the supermassive)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

(oooh...You set my soul)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Posted at 01:45 am by fatangel
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